Coincidence or Extreme Activity from the Subconscious??
May 8, 2008So i sent this song on my group yesterday … and then had this encounter with my X finally … and i just couldn’t be but straight forward and direct to the extent of what a friend of mine later described as mean. I’m sorry i just didn’t wanna go make up lies on how i’m okay and can be friends and all that crap … cause that person fucked me up so bad and she doesn’t even deserve to be my friend??
Listening to the song i’ve been listening to since yesterday i discovered it’s retelling the whole scene!!! was it a coincidence or is my subconscious that strong?? anyways … i’m still in a complete state of shock
why the hell aren’t there any decent vidz for the songs i like these days?? :@
anyways … i’ll just have to settle for that until i figure out how to upload the songs nafsohom instead of using youtube 
Babe…
Do you not realize that the most bitter poison is that when you see her you act absolutely indifferent… careless… that you’ve moved on with your life… that you dont wanna be friends not because she hurt you – but because she is not the kind of friend you would like to keep for company?
Deal with your emotions on your own, it only hurts more to express them to the one that caused them, & do wipe that smile off her face (whether it’s for trying to befriend you or make you feel better, or evilness) by looking her dead straight in the eye, nodding acknowledgment that you saw her & walk away…
If you could do it with a smile on your face… all the better… But for now – dont give her the time of day.